Grace - 17/06/24

May all my actions be thine

May all of them shine

Like they are thy actions

Not mine

When I on the bed last night, there was no thought of God. I don't remember thinking about God either. So tired I was by the day's exertions that I feel asleep in a jiffy. And yet as soon as I was awake and was checking the time, a deep desire to get up and meditate struck me. I could also feel the desire to sleep, or to laze off for the day, but they were quite feeble. I was able to get up, taking deep breaths to prevent the regular rush of anxiety that happens early in the morning, brush my teeth and settle down without a moment's waste. Further on, there was a nice steel cup, placed upside down on the tea table in the drawing room. As I settled down on one side of the room, the steep cup now shone brightly in the light from the window right on the other side of the room. It made a perfect object for meditation. 

So unusual was Mother's grace this morning. Even through the day yesterday, Mother was with me. Even though it was a relaxed day, with no stress or reason for worry at all. Yet, I distinctly remember the onslaught of thoughts, emotions even through a day like that. And so, I was blessed. 

Aum.